Monday, March 4, 2013

Wait for a bright future

Hi~ what a wonderful day isn't it? um..so today I will write about what I said to my self when I was depressed.But first I think I should tell you the reason why I was depressed.
It's sort of a short story,umm... last month (Feb.23,2013) my puppy died (well not my puppy but my sisters puppy I owned 15% of her well cause she was a family nobody really owned her she was a part of out family so I'll grammar it again)OK,ready,set,go! 
last month (Feb.23,2013) our puppy died because she had urine stones and we didn't have enough money to pay for her surgery so my dad said please wait a little bit longer my money hasn't come in yet so I waited patiently and while I waited I said to our puppy 
"bokshil(her name is bokshil) please hold on for awhile,daddy will earn money as fast as he can " and then I kept on planning what to do with her when she will be cured like I was planning to go to the beach with her and my family,I was planning to play with her with my new tablet,and more things. but on Feb.23,2013 she cried a lot cause the stone got huge and of course cause she was in deep pain.so I was lying down beside her every minute she started crying and I tired my best to make sure she won't cry but she kept on crying. so I placed her on our couch and she was a little calm.and when my sister passed by her she cried so loud my sister was so worried so she sat beside her.and few minutes later our puppy didn't close her eyes and she didn't cry so my sister and I checked up on her and we couldn't feel a heart beat and we couldn't feel her breathing and her tongue turned white and her mouth was cold and I thought she died and I said to my sister "dude I think she's dead" and she said"stop saying that" so we didn't do  anything for a while we were playing with electronics for a while but while we were playing I saw my sister holding our puppy's paw.so hours or minutes past and while I was in a room I heard my dad and sister mumbling and I think I heard my dad say something about a shovel so I asked my dad what they were talking about and he said our puppy died and I was in big shock so I hurried out of the room and I saw our puppy and I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't help that I lost somebody who I loved with the bottom of my heart so I cried and my dad came towards me and hugged me and said "I'm sorry"(but when my dad said that I felt sorry for him well cause he is having a hard time he needs to send money to our mom and care for our eldest sister who is in college now and he has experienced pain in his heart too.his dog died by a car accident when he was young and his father died so I really feel sorry for my dad.)anyways my dad covered our puppy with my favorite blanket and he said "now say goodbye to bokshil"so I kissed her goodbye and he wrapped her with 2 plastic bags and he went out to bury her.And since her death I cried about 3 days but on the 2nd day I tried my best not to cry because my sister and dad said she can't be free/happy if I kept on crying.so what I said to myself is "forget about the past live in the present and wait just wait for your future to be bright."and that actually made me a bit better but at night I kept on thinking about her and I kept on thinking the promises I didn't get to keep with her so I started crying and on the third day I cried but somehow I stopped crying even if I think about her well I was sorta crying while I was writing this post but I'm all better now.Wow it wasn't a short story after all he he.
so I guess what I'm trying to tell you people is if you have a sad or not good past and you can't get over it just say"Forget about the past,Live in the present,And wait,just wait for a future to be bright." you can also say it to a person or a friend who is sad cause he or she can't get rid of his/her sad/bad past.
Well I hope you have a nice wonderful day everybody goodbye~!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Family


Hi everybody :) today I'm going to write a post about Family.
Family is very important without Family you will/might feel a huge empty space inside your heart. and Family gives you love and warmth your parents,grandparents or other more people in your Family gives them to you.and most people who have pets they are included in your Family so don't treat them like slaves they have feelings too. so if there are not with you just remember they will love you and thank you for loving them very much. not only pets but human being too the  people who loves you and that are not with you they love you with the bottom of their hearts and they will be by your side to look after you. well that's it for now bye read my new coming posts and please comment :)