Hey guys~~~ I know it has been soooooo long since I've blogged but hey, I'm back now aren't I? hahaha anyway, so today I will be telling you about what happened to me or what I'm trying to improve of myself. So few years ago when I didn't care of anything like my body figure, my education, and my future. Well I did kinda care of my future but not that much hehehehe :D anyway as I grew older and older I didn't like myself :( why? because I grew chubbier I was falling behind while my friends would get smarter everyday (didn't go to school for 2 years cause had some problems but it's okay now ;). ) and if the first two things turned out bad, automatically my future would probably be bad :P so when I went back to school I had to study harder to catch up with my friends ( I still got held back 1 year tho :P .) and then I felt quite happy I didn't fully achieve my goal but I'm most probably half way there :) the education part of me became okay.
But the chubby part of me wasn't :P I know I should love myself the way I am and be okay with it but, I grew up as a very thin person so a lot of people would say "WOW! YOU GREW BIG" or " WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!" or something like that and I wasn't really happy about it. And I was attending school and my school and a boy girl school and I'm a girl and obviously I would have a crush in school. The way I felt for the guy I had a crush on made me feel embarrassed or not happy the way I looked and so I tried to lose weight and it worked plus I had (well,still have) braces so I think that helped my with my weight loss :D XP but it didn't really make me lose weight completely and then the school year ended and this school year didn't see him in school anymore (he changed schools I guess) but during my summer break I wanted to be a different person!
I wanted to be productive and happy and confident! like how I was when I was a kid ( wasn't confident tho XD XP) so I decided to exercise more and make a life schedule (mostly eating schedule cause I ate every single minute)and yeah I changed a lot still in the process but so far everything is okay :))
I'm sorry if this post was too long for you :( and if it didn't amuse you or made any sense and to the "Big" people out there I'm sorry if this post made you feel down or something :( I'm sure you are all very handsome and beautiful in your own way :) well I hope you enjoyed this post and I hope you have a nice day~ BYEEEE~~~~
