Our puppy.....

Ummm hi everyone today I'll be telling you something about my puppy that died months ago.But if there is someone who is very sensitive and emotional I think you have to grab some tissues or something that you wipe your tears with.Okay so now I'll start  the story today is actually her birthday yes she is 5 years old now and when I saw the calendar at midnight it was October 29th and I opened a picture of her in my laptop while listening to my favorite song that sorta describe my situation with her and I started thinking about writing her a "letter" and I titled it "Dear Bok"(her name is Bokshil it means lucky girl Bok means luck shil means girl and sometimes we call her bok for short)

and what I wrote there was saying sorry that I wasn't able keep my promise with her while she was alive and I was saying sorry for not being able to keep her alive and much more but I also wrote to her to please wait for me to be old and die to meet her and I know a lot of people saying animals don't have souls like people but I want to believe  that bok does have a soul and I want her to be waiting for me and my family ummm I can't really think about what to say now but before I end this post I want to say to people who are reading this if you have a pet and you realize you didn't play with him/her much then please play with them and show them your love awhile before you regret that you didn't play with him or her that much if they go to God well that's it for now bye y'all

My readers

Hello~ today I'll be writing a post about my readers.

Ok so today while I was checking my blog

and I read some comments and as I was reading I felt so thankful to my readers

for those nice words for supporting me and I really really wanted to thank them

so ....

THANK YOU VERY MUCH 

and please continue reading my posts and comment often to let me know that you are still reading my blog, thanks again, bye now~!

Hello~!

Hi everyone~!

sorry that I wasn't available for a few months

I had so many things on my mind that I forgot to write new posts,stories

in my blog... 

anyway,I will tell you what happened today

well just so you know I don't really want to tell you specific things 

about me but I think I should tell you my age 

I am a teen and I live with my father and sister

my mother and my eldest sister are in Korea

well I think I shouldn't go deep and tell you more.

anyway, today I stayed with my father cause my

sister went to camp for 2 nights and 3 days

and so I had to be with my father.

So today my dad had to take pictures for the people in my church

who plays Korean instruments in the theater (yes I am not christian)

so after my dad the little dude (who is 1 year younger than me and played with me since I was 7 ) and I finished watching the theater we ate dinner with the 

korean church people and when we were about to head home 

my dads friend called my dad and asked my dad

if he could stop by and drink a bit so my dad declined

cause he thought I was tired (it's 12:33 am now)

so  I said I wasn't really tired

so he said ok then let us go to my friends house

and I am in his friend's house daughters room with the little dude writing this post

regretting that I said I wasn't really tired

yeah sure I could say "dad can we go home?"

but our ride home is my dads other friends car 

and since my dad can't drive 

I can't go home until he says "Let's go home sweetie"

but if he says that outside I'll be quiet 

but inside I'll be like "WOOOOOHHOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!

I AM GOIN' HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

ok then that's it for now bye~!

Courage

Hello lets talk about courage today :) (ok,ready,set,go~!)
these days I have nothing to post about, but I was thinking and thinking and I finally said to myself " I'll write a post about Courage" so I guess this post is to people who is afraid to have a little courage.So people who are reading this post please read until the end. anyways so like I said there are people who are afraid to have a little courage so I want to ask why? why are these people afraid? why not just stand on that stage and sing on a talent show. or ask your crush to go on a date with you or something. Okay maybe the crush thing you need a lot of courage hehe but that's good too as long as you have the courage to say it  so I guess what I'm trying to tell you is...........

Don't  be afraid of what may happen just because people said so or just because of bullies in school or somewhere raise your head back up and walk through the badness around you and have courage to walk straight and smile.....(but just in case the badness follows you go to the nearest police man/woman just saying...hehe)

I'm Back~! :)

Hello everyone it has been a long time I didn't post here.....well the reason is cause I moved and the Internet here is not really great....yes,I know what some of you are thinking "I thought this person moved a long time ago" but for some of you who read my last post "Moving" it  was true but my father changed plans and I didn't know what to say to my readers.So I hope you will keep on reading my blog posts and please wait for  upcoming posts :) thank you:)

Wait for a bright future

Hi~ what a wonderful day isn't it? um..so today I will write about what I said to my self when I was depressed.But first I think I should tell you the reason why I was depressed.

It's sort of a short story,umm... last month (Feb.23,2013) my puppy died (well not my puppy but my sisters puppy I owned 15% of her well cause she was a family nobody really owned her she was a part of out family so I'll grammar it again)OK,ready,set,go! 

last month (Feb.23,2013) our puppy died because she had urine stones and we didn't have enough money to pay for her surgery so my dad said please wait a little bit longer my money hasn't come in yet so I waited patiently and while I waited I said to our puppy 

"bokshil(her name is bokshil) please hold on for awhile,daddy will earn money as fast as he can " and then I kept on planning what to do with her when she will be cured like I was planning to go to the beach with her and my family,I was planning to play with her with my new tablet,and more things. but on Feb.23,2013 she cried a lot cause the stone got huge and of course cause she was in deep pain.so I was lying down beside her every minute she started crying and I tired my best to make sure she won't cry but she kept on crying. so I placed her on our couch and she was a little calm.and when my sister passed by her she cried so loud my sister was so worried so she sat beside her.and few minutes later our puppy didn't close her eyes and she didn't cry so my sister and I checked up on her and we couldn't feel a heart beat and we couldn't feel her breathing and her tongue turned white and her mouth was cold and I thought she died and I said to my sister "dude I think she's dead" and she said"stop saying that" so we didn't do  anything for a while we were playing with electronics for a while but while we were playing I saw my sister holding our puppy's paw.so hours or minutes past and while I was in a room I heard my dad and sister mumbling and I think I heard my dad say something about a shovel so I asked my dad what they were talking about and he said our puppy died and I was in big shock so I hurried out of the room and I saw our puppy and I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't help that I lost somebody who I loved with the bottom of my heart so I cried and my dad came towards me and hugged me and said "I'm sorry"(but when my dad said that I felt sorry for him well cause he is having a hard time he needs to send money to our mom and care for our eldest sister who is in college now and he has experienced pain in his heart too.his dog died by a car accident when he was young and his father died so I really feel sorry for my dad.)anyways my dad covered our puppy with my favorite blanket and he said "now say goodbye to bokshil"so I kissed her goodbye and he wrapped her with 2 plastic bags and he went out to bury her.And since her death I cried about 3 days but on the 2nd day I tried my best not to cry because my sister and dad said she can't be free/happy if I kept on crying.so what I said to myself is "forget about the past live in the present and wait just wait for your future to be bright."and that actually made me a bit better but at night I kept on thinking about her and I kept on thinking the promises I didn't get to keep with her so I started crying and on the third day I cried but somehow I stopped crying even if I think about her well I was sorta crying while I was writing this post but I'm all better now.Wow it wasn't a short story after all he he.

so I guess what I'm trying to tell you people is if you have a sad or not good past and you can't get over it just say"Forget about the past,Live in the present,And wait,just wait for a future to be bright." you can also say it to a person or a friend who is sad cause he or she can't get rid of his/her sad/bad past.

Well I hope you have a nice wonderful day everybody goodbye~!

Family

Hi everybody :) today I'm going to write a post about Family.
Family is very important without Family you will/might feel a huge empty space inside your heart. and Family gives you love and warmth your parents,grandparents or other more people in your Family gives them to you.and most people who have pets they are included in your Family so don't treat them like slaves they have feelings too. so if there are not with you just remember they will love you and thank you for loving them very much. not only pets but human being too the  people who loves you and that are not with you they love you with the bottom of their hearts and they will be by your side to look after you. well that's it for now bye read my new coming posts and please comment :)

Recycle...SAVE THE EARTH

Hi~! I know it's been a long time that I didn't post stuff but it was cause I was thinking of a good topic so  I was thinking and thinking and I even asked my friend and sister what I should write about and I finally thought about writing a post about recycling and saving the earth.
well cause I think most people throw away recyclable things like for example:a paper cup  you can use it for crafting,and glass you can go to a place where they melt used glass and make other more objects, and more stuff there are lots of things you can recycle and by that you can save the earth well not only that you can also save the earth by not causing global warming by  carpooling  with someone you know when you go to school,work,etc.  and other more things that you can do to save the Earth 

"please
I need help"

I'm baaaackk~!

Hihihi~! sorry for the late post but now I'm back~!!!!the Internet is working fine.
the house looks great! well... the outside part of the house hehehe...
I hope you didn't forget this blog cause if u did I would be kinda sad T^T
anyways I'm just going to end this post right now hehe so please read more posts that I'm going to post soon :)  so... Bye and have a wonderful nice day :)

Moving

Hello,It's a lovely afternoon I may not be able to write posts for awhile cause I'll be moving in another house and that place may not have internet....so I'm just telling you this so that you will never leave Mwahahahaha just kidding:)) but I was not kidding about not writing here for awhile so I hope you will never forget this blog I wont forget it cause well It's my blog.so I hope you will be looking forward for my new posts after I move and have internet connection. :) have a nice day :)

Friends

It's been a long time since I didn't write a post in here.....

Today I discovered friendship is important well I discovered it a long time ago but today I realized that friends stick with you forever, well true friends do but whats the difference as long as they support you  they are really nice people. So don't  fight with your friend most of the time,you should trust them,like how I trust my best true friend,I trust her cause she was there for me when I was sad...not just that but other more =) so trust your friends and remember don't fight alot....=) HAVE A NICE DAY~!